Thursday, May 5, 2011

Daydreams and Nightmares

Lately I've been catching myself doing a hell of a lot of daydreaming now that I've been spending quite a considerable amount of time at home, thanks to not only my mother having surgery but my boyfriend having to work.  Mostly it's just me listening to music and going off into la la land about me actually playing the music which makes me pine away at being able to play some type of instrument.  It's actually annoying to realize that you may not have any type of musical talent what so ever or even having the money to go and get lessons in my case considering I already own a guitar. 

Now on to the other part of today's topic.  I've been having nightmares a hell of a lot again lately.  Some of it consists of me fighting off zombies and then the rest of it which seems to be the majority is of my boyfriend breaking up with me for one reason or another.  I have no idea why this seems to be happening.  It doesn't matter what I eat or drink before bed.  I don't know if it's just my stress level.  Ugh. 

In other news I think I've finally gotten partially through my artists block that's been there for several years.  Mostly what I've been wanting to do is start writing again.  I haven't written a damn thing in ages. Apart from the occasional blog every once in a blue moon.  I finally broke down and started watching the Doctor Who series and I've loved every minute wasted on it.  Lol.  So far my favorite is Doc. #10.