Okay so the wonderful guy that I had been dating, we're obviously broken up now. The other day I said some stuff I shouldn't have said and I regret every word. He thought for a couple of days about what he should do and well he decided on just being friends was the right decision. I can't shake the feeling of still wanting to be with him. I'm crying at almost every thought of being alone. Ugh. I'm pathetic. I honestly hate being single. I'm afraid I'm going to turn out being a spinster for the rest of my life. I'm already not living up to my parents expectations. What's next? I'm constantly disappointing people. I can't seem to do anything right. I dunno I guess I'm beating myself up. I don't know what else to do but vent.
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